This particular number doesn't really tell the story, because more than just being on the bad side of my own weight spectrum lately, I just feel horrendously fat. It's different from those times where you reach a certain unfortunate comfort level with your size (whatever it may be), because lately I'm just more aware of it. Can't stop thinking about it.
As a result, I've been having some pretty crazy thoughts lately.
Colonics. Liposuction. Body Wraps. Something to kick start me off. Essentially the lottery tickets of the weight loss world.
But honestly, there's a point where it sounds like the only real answer.
To tell you the truth, I'm starting to feel like I'll never escape 250. Seriously, even if I can get dedicated with my workouts and curb my diet in a good direction, I feel like I'm forever doomed to be this size.

So why not just fork out huge money and have it sucked out? Why not get a 30 or 40-pound head start? Wouldn't my workouts be more effective if I wasn't fat to start with? Wouldn't I do better if I was without all this junk inside me?

Not that I could probably afford it anyways, but lately the question "How much would lipo really cost?" has really been bouncing around in my head.
Probably not a healthy train of thought to be on, but I'm on it nonetheless.
Have to see where this goes..

1 comment:

eyglo Linda said...

If you have a stressful days it is harder to loose waight. Sometimes it is good to have 14 days just vegis and then slovely take in protein(fish) and fruits. Then later glutenfree corn. Helty fats are good for you always omega 3-6 and 9 and it helps to take 1 spoon for every 20 kilos( starting slowly) Leenoil is good(coldpressed)
lots of garlic is good for your blood pressure.
Best wishes from Eygló Linda nutritiontherapist (from Iceland)